The Destructive Storm Written by Angie Meredith January 4, 2013
Destructive Storms are created by selfish people,
childish men, who only want what they want NOW! These people destroy
everyone in their path, even the one light they had known is now
diffused, disintegrated till it disappears forever. The only light
which helped them when they were so self destructive, they now block
while welcoming a darkness to fill their soul, disregarding all that was
good. I have been hit by such a storm which my own husband created
while he became more concern with all the fun he missed in life while
married, instead of remembering all the beautiful memories of our life
together. I still have all those good wonderful beautiful loving memories of our life and marriage together. The memories which now rip through my soul while my heart bleeds tears of sorrow. I still feel the long binding of
unconditional love for my husband and family. But for my husband it is
as if someone had blanked out his mind, with no memory of love and what
love really is. It is as if an imposter now lives in the heart and soul of my husband.
"As
age progresses, beauty fades. As beauty fades, so does a husband's love
for his wife. As a husband's love for his wife fades, a wife is faced
with abandonment. When a wife is faced with abandonment, her heart is
filled with sorrow"Angie Meredith
"How do I find the words? When my husband's love that was steadfast in my life for 36 years, suddenly wavers.When what was true for more than half of my life, becomes a lie. When the only one I wanted to be with, no longer wants to be with me. When the only one I love, says he is now in love with someone else . When the only true best friend and partner in my life, no longer gives me the respect of a best friend and partner. How do I find the words describing the pain cutting through my heart? How can I explain the agony of my soul being ripped out of my body? Does my suffering end? Or will it slowly dissolve me into a lifeless waste of nothing?" Angie Meredith
When
your heart is ripped apart the pain never goes away. When your
husband's words to another woman are that he has no feelings for you, the
shattered pieces of your heart shriveled up to nothing. And
the discovery that he wrote those words before making love to you in
your bed defiles the marriage in the worst possible way. When your love,
understanding, sacrifices for him and putting him first during the
entire 36 year marriage to your husband means nothing to him, all that
is left is emptiness. Angie Meredith